I get asked a lot, what am I going to do when Isabelle starts preschool. Meaning, all 3 kids are at school. We have another year before that will become a reality, but non the less I’ve really been doing quite a bit of thinking about it.
First off, I work from home so it’s not like I will have nothing to do. Most people know this fact yet because I am home with the kids, take and pick the big two up from school, and involved in every aspect of their lives, it’s simply forgotten by all. However, I put in 25-30 hours per week.
This mostly consists of me working when Isabelle naps, and between 8 PM to midnight. There are not many nights that I go to bed before 11 pm. If everyone sits down to watch a movie I tend to jump on the computer and do some work.
My hubby is great and has re-arranged his schedule a bit to where he can stay home a little longer in the mornings and lets me sleep till 6:30. I wake up and he has already woken the kids up, and put me a big fresh pot of coffee on. He helps with the kid’s breakfast before heading out. That leaves finishing up breakfast, packing lunches, getting the kid’s dressed and out the door to me.
So, here are some of my thoughts for when I get all the kid’s in school.
I could actually set up a real office and work during the hours they are at school.
Would love to volunteer more at the kids school.
I could get involved in a charity. I have always wanted to support the USO or other military organizations that do so much for our soldiers.
I know I want to go back to college and finally finish my accounting degree.
Obviously, #1 is most appealing. I would love to go back to being able to work during the day and actually spend my evenings and weekends hanging out with my family instead of committed to the computer and work. I love my job, I’m good at it, I am blessed to be able to do it from home and be there for my family. After 6 years and increased responsibilities/hours, it does take a toll. It would be great to be able to go to bed at the same time as my husband.
I get sad thinking about all the kids being in school. We will be entering a NEW stage of life. While it comes with many benefits, its also a reality that they are growing up. No more babies! I know that we are only given them a short time, in the grand scheme of things. Eighteen years to raise, guide, and try to get them in the right direction before they go off on their own in this big scary world.
I pick with my kids and say they have to go to a local college so they can still stay with mommy. Any that know me, know I have still not let my 10- year old go to a sleepover. I like my kids under my roof, where I know they are safe. Then we have our youngest, Miss Isabelle who says she is going to build a tree house in the backyard and live there forever. 😀
So I guess this is a little more of a rambling and whats on my heart and mind. If you are reading this, pray for me. Pray for the decisions ahead. I would love to do the same for you. Also, be sure to hug your kids a little tighter tonight. To have a little more patience and remember that they are only yours a while. Ultimately they belong to God and His will be done. I pray each of my children will come to know and accept Jesus in their hearts. I pray that He will use them mightily in His kingdom even if its outside mommies comfort zone. I pray that he will guide and direct our path as we come to this new phase of Life.